A new year with many changes..:)

Oh well..as you guys can see its been supa supa supa long since i updated my blog huh.
Well its the year 2011. Seriously, Im starting a new start.My room furniture was changed(how i wish i can change the color of my walls).My family condition changed.My hairstyle changed.The way i dress kinda changed a lil.My attitude changed.My feelings changed as well.Many things have changed in my life for this year 2011.

A new Year

Many changes in a year huh...but..I feel fine with this changes.Honestly speaking.Im satisfied with my condition this year.I did not accept the changes that happened in my life last year very well compared to this year.My mum closed her shop this year for good.I didn't liked that idea at first because i know my freedom will be limited.But, Im actually fine with it.Im very comfortable with it.My mum is always home and i actually like it.Last year and the years before everytime i reached home from school, my house is always empty with nobody home.No lunch prepared on the table.Just my dogs happily wagging their tails while waiting for me to pat them on the head.

Now everytime i got home,my lunch will be prepared on the dining table,dogs will be wagging their tails as usual,then my mum would either be snipping dogs hair in the kitchen or just sitting on the couch in my living room.Then, I realize its actually feels nice to have somebody home.Although I won't have that much freedom compared to last time but I don't mind it at all.Im actually happy with it..Talking about my attitude.I don't think i changed in it but people tell me it did changed.Soo..oh well.I can't comment much about it..

About friends, it seems okay.We're kinda separated because some of us are prefects and some are not.But its kinda fine.Im a normal student this year! GOSH!.I feel great! Screw the certs or points i'll get from being a prefect.I can be myself rather than something im not when i was a prefect.(no offence to the prefects).Maybe Im just not prefect material..=)

This year seems nice actually.I think its going to be a great year compare to last year.Im really looking forward to this year.Not to SPM though.SPM is actually kinda scary but oh well, I'll have to face it anyways.

Im feeling like this.xD

Im accepting the change in my life this year very well..Wonder why..
Btw Happy Chinese Year people!..

P.S. New love is coming..hee :)

Fated huh.

So yeah, its been sooooo darn long since I updated my blog.My holidays are boring as expected.I plan to catch up with my form4 studies since my form4 was like crap.Result, my books are all left at a corner to collect its dust.The dust is as thick as 6months collected dust.This shows how crappy my determination is huh.I've been missing quite alot of frisbee trainings as well.Darn.I'm now slowly gaining weight at home.

I stayed home most of the time during my hollies reading novels on my bed.I came upon this book titled 'The Season'. Its a story regarding about the season they have in the old Victorian age for young men and women to find their mate.Young women would be attend many parties and balls on their 17th birthday with their stunning ball gowns to capture the hearts of the aristocrats.It gave me an image of meat been displayed for a pack of wolves to choose for dinner.

Somehow I just love Victorian age romance.It always sounds so pure.Just for a little thing like the touch of hands between a man n woman would trigger a spark between both of them.BUT! Its not exactly enjoyable because through the book I read, women in those days who wish to visit a man's house must be escorted by somebody.If not anyone who sees a woman entering a man's house unchaperoned would trigger a rumor.

I'm kinda happy to be in this century but I sometimes wish I was born in the olden days.I wish I was born in another country instead of Malaysia.I wish I was born in a perfect family.I wish I was born with a brain of a genius.I wish I was born with genes that allows me to grow taller.I wish I'm born with genes that doesn't allow me to grow fat no matter what I eat.I wish for many many things actually.Some of them I can make a change some I couldn't.

We often hear the phrase be happy with what you have.I tried to accept that because we really need to be happy with what we have.But what if what we have is not enough for us? What if we want more? I don't want to believe in that phrase because its sounded more like just let fate decide for you what you're suppose to be.

People tell me everything that happens to us is Fate..In my opinion I think everything that happened to me is a result of the choices and actions I took.

So my advice, don't admit to Fate.

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Well, this is how it all started.I have no idea why I suddenly have the feeling to get into all the cooking and baking stuffs.Weird huh..I went to my mum's friend's place on Saturday morning.Just to get some recipes.Then I learned how to make homemade spaghetti.Its kinda cool.Her house has a different feeling to it.It feels so American in it.Maybe its because of the cool gadgets she use to cook.

She explain the methods and ingredients needed for the pasta and its actually kinda simple to make it.We just need some kinda of special flour and a machine that helps us string the spaghetti.Whereas the sauce was even easier.Just onions and tomato chunks and puree for tomato sauce, and onions and whipping cream for Carbonara sauce.

Then we learned how to bake a cake call Orange Poppy Seed Cake.Yum its delicious but I didn't get the chance to write down the recipe.Maybe I'll get it from her when I can.Lastly is the apple salad with walnut.Just add in the veges you want,walnut and the sauce then its done.Maybe I'll post the recipes on my blog.

After that, we ate what she prepared and gosh its delicious.Then I remember about Annycia asking me about whether I know how to make meringue, so I ask my mum's friend for the recipe.Its so simple.Silly me for thinking how complicated it is.So meringue is in my list on what to make during the holidays.Jason will then be my guinea pig..hee.(:

Annycia! Im gonna make it.

this are the food she prepared

I learned how to be a CHEF.(so called)

Today I learned how to make homemade pasta,bake a cake, and make meringue!!..I'll post it on another time maybe after my exams.I couldn't blog about it now because I don't have the pictures.Thank my mum for that.She left it at her shop..Annycia! You must read that post yahh..Till then..

So here I am

I'm finally blogging now.I'm using my mum's laptop which I found my 'piu gu jeong' which stands for my cousin uncle's wedding pictures I took on his wedding.Finally a wedding! It was such a long time since I went for a wedding.

Teddy decoration on the wedding car.So Cute!

On the day of the wedding, me and my family gathered up at the church where they exchange vows and all.It was kinda boring during the whole ceremony because its a mandarin church.Gosh.The priest speaks mandarin and the songs are all in mandarin.I couldn't sing the songs because I couldn't read mandarin but luckily I understand what the priest was saying.
After that we went and have our breakfast, the church prepare some food.It was all typical Malaysian food.But the 'kuih' they prepared was yummy.I wasn't hungry but I manage to fill my stomach with a massive amount of it.Fatty me.

Then, we went to their house and take all the family pictures and all.It was SO stuffy.I was sweating although I wasn't doing anything but just standing there staring at the kindacute photographer.Oh! I forgot to mention that my 'piu gu jeong' hired 2 photographers to take pictures throughout the whole event.Including their wedding dinner.Rich fella.I saw their wedding pictures and it was BEAUTIFUL! The bride and the groom looked so happy in it.Plus they went to many places to get the right scenery.At that time, those beautiful wedding pictures made me feeling like I want to get married as soon as possible.
We went home around 2 and hang around till 6.I was just staying at home laying down and texting.Such a boring life I have.In the evening we went to a grand restaurant to attend their wedding dinner.The food was so so actually.I didn't enjoy much.Maybe I'm just used to those kind of typical grand chinese food.I even performed for them.I played my violin! Omgee!..It was okaay.My palms sweat as usual but everything was played well.After my performance, a few uncles and aunties started karaoke-ing on stage.Gosh.My eardrums could burst, but some elders didn't seem to mind.Well I can't help it, I'm the younger generation.

So..overall during the whole wedding, I didn't really enjoyed myself, but it was okay.Me and my 7 year old aunt took many pictures.She's such a camwhore.She's worse than me on that.Cute Joanne.(her name is Joanne).Seriously, when I was eating she kept on asking me to camwhore with her.And she's only 7.

One of the aunties singing.

Thats Joanne.Cute right?

Groupie

A family picture to end

Me TIME

Me have not been blogging lately thanks to the portfolios Me had to finish.Well eventually Me manage to finish everything portfolio Me had to do.Thanks to the He who helped me print some documents Me had to print.

Anyways, this few days, Me Love and Me Best Friend had been reminding Me about TIME.

TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN.

Me always know that quote but Me always think that Me have alot of time.So no worries.

Well THINK AGAIN!

When it was due to the time to hand in Me portfolios, Me just realize Me have not even start a page.Then Me had to finish up all Me portfolios.Then Me realize EXAMS are NEAR.

omgeee!

Me had to stay up all night finishing Me portfolios as fast as Me can.Luckily Me manage to finish them on time.If Me didn't do so, Me could lose 20% worth of marks from Me final exams.BUT! that was just luck.If Me didn't have the luck, Me would fail Me exams already.Now Me thinks Me don't have enough time to cover all Me subjects and topics before Me exams.

The Me from the beginning of the year always thought Me still got time to catch up with my studies.But by thinking that way, Me always think 'I'll do it tomorrow, I still got time'.Look what happened.Ended up, Me didn't study the following day, Me started studying only NOW and Me is suffering. Me is studying non-stop till me brains could burst due to the excess sudden information inserted into me brain.

So, Just remember people, do what you HAVE to do and WANT to do.

We would definitely love to stop time, but we just couldn't.

For example, look below...

Say 'Tak Nak'

Here I am, putting on my glasses and begin typing and searching for extra information on the internet.This phrase 'Tak Nak', I bet everyone know what its referring to.

We always see advertisements on television, signboards, newspapers, and even on the cigarette boxes about the problems relating to smoking.Smoking as we all know is dangerous.Not only to the person who is smoking, but to the people around them as well.To be frank, I use to think smoking is cool.Effects of watching too many dramas and animes.(Last time)

Well smokers know perfectly well about the effects of smoking, but they think those problems wouldn't be inflicted on them.

Think again.

Smoking harms smokers and people around them who are non-smokers.There was a guy who was aged 24 and he was attacked by a stroke caused by smoking.Twenty-four is not an old age.Its an age of a freshly graduated college student.Imagine if that student is a smoker and his/her grades are excellent.He/Her could get a job and receive their first salary.They could buy things for their loved ones and feel proud with it.

Unfortunately those dreams would come to an end.Because from the moment they start taking their first puff, it means they indirectly decided to cut 10 years off their life span.An ordinary person could live up to 60 maybe? 10 years deducted from their life span.You could do the math.

So, smokers STOP smoking.Its definitely not easy but like they say, 'where there is a will, there is a way'. For the non-smokers, DON'T avoid smokers because their breathe stinks or what-so-ever.

Non-smokers should at least provide all the help and support they can give to help the smokers quit smoking.Smokers would of course give a million excuses and eventually give in and decide to give it a try.That's better than nothing right?

Non-smokers should help the smokers lose that particular habit that harms us all.