So yeah, its been sooooo darn long since I updated my blog.My holidays are boring as expected.I plan to catch up with my form4 studies since my form4 was like crap.Result, my books are all left at a corner to collect its dust.The dust is as thick as 6months collected dust.This shows how crappy my determination is huh.I've been missing quite alot of frisbee trainings as well.Darn.I'm now slowly gaining weight at home.
I stayed home most of the time during my hollies reading novels on my bed.I came upon this book titled 'The Season'. Its a story regarding about the season they have in the old Victorian age for young men and women to find their mate.Young women would be attend many parties and balls on their 17th birthday with their stunning ball gowns to capture the hearts of the aristocrats.It gave me an image of meat been displayed for a pack of wolves to choose for dinner.
Somehow I just love Victorian age romance.It always sounds so pure.Just for a little thing like the touch of hands between a man n woman would trigger a spark between both of them.BUT! Its not exactly enjoyable because through the book I read, women in those days who wish to visit a man's house must be escorted by somebody.If not anyone who sees a woman entering a man's house unchaperoned would trigger a rumor.
I'm kinda happy to be in this century but I sometimes wish I was born in the olden days.I wish I was born in another country instead of Malaysia.I wish I was born in a perfect family.I wish I was born with a brain of a genius.I wish I was born with genes that allows me to grow taller.I wish I'm born with genes that doesn't allow me to grow fat no matter what I eat.I wish for many many things actually.Some of them I can make a change some I couldn't.
We often hear the phrase be happy with what you have.I tried to accept that because we really need to be happy with what we have.But what if what we have is not enough for us? What if we want more? I don't want to believe in that phrase because its sounded more like just let fate decide for you what you're suppose to be.
People tell me everything that happens to us is Fate..In my opinion I think everything that happened to me is a result of the choices and actions I took.
So my advice, don't admit to Fate.
